Hemorrhoids From Working Out

Please read please help. Can’t sleep over this.?
I’m 22 and I haven’t seen a doctor yet, but I have the most painful case of hemorrhoids I swear. It started out just itching, but now it’s honestly like my anus is plugged and every time I take a crap it tears through the hemorrhoids.
I avoid goign to the bathroom without suppasotories. Last night I used them and they turned the fecal matter into mush yet it was still the worst and most painful experience yet. I still can’t sleep… COnstant throbbing. I use preparation H, but I can’t even get the applicator into the anus anymore. I don’t see the hemorrhoids from the outside, so I’m assuming these are internal.
I could go on and on but this is the most painful thing I’ve ever gone through. I don’t have health insurance right now. I’ve heard the surgery is painful, but I’m already in terrible pain. Is it costly? And does it work? I can’t keep shoving suppositories up my tooshie every time I need to go to the bathroom.
AWWW I AM SO SRRY!
GOD BLESS U FOR HAVING TO ENDURE ALL THAT PAIN!
U HAVE TO SEE A DOCTOR SWEETIE GO TO A WALK-IN CLINIC OR SOMETHIN THAT’S NO WAY TO LIVE!
MY HEART GOES OUT TO U I WILL PRAY FOR U!
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